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Done my exams!!!!! Wahooo…now what?

The kind I like best are the ones I do not have to slink out of or take of any piece of clothing to remove. For example, clasped bandeaus or strapless/convertible bras. It’s cold here and I’m really appreciating this as I go to sleep.
Studying for my Women & Health exam and am wearing headphones but not listening to anything…a funny way to study. I feel bad. Like I’m fooling the world. :/
Feeling sassy in my messy room and not studying for my exam tomorrow. Thanks for inspiration J, I’m going to start showing off my new lingerie pieces.
DId you know that your ovaries produce cysts when they ovulate in order to release the egg? Sometimes more cysts form or more eggs are released than one. I’m waiting for an ouchie cyst to reduce on my ovary, but hey I find it cute that my little ovaries produce cysts to release my eggies. I always thought of cysts to be harmful and scary. Whatever!
Today I had my second appointment with my psychologist. She was very kind and patient the first session and stated that I did not have to tell her of my assault so she asked me this time if I would be willing to share. So I did. I recounted my experience, remembered a bit more than the last time I repeated it, left no details behind. Then the session was over. It was very stirring and I’ve felt rattled most of the day.
On my way home I got some potting soil. I laid in bed for hours watching Grey’s Anatomy because I was too exhausted to move. I put on my new used running shoes and decided I would go for a run. It didn’t last long but it was me giving myself a kick in the butt. Took a shower. Had a nice visit from a puppy while I was naked in bed. Put on a long sun dress. Then made a really nice dinner, green curry with veggies and chickpeas. It was delicious. I put some hot water on the stove and made a nice mint tea and took myself for a walk to the park. The mug I carried was a gift from Michael, it’s beautiful. The sky was cotton candy pink and blue, it looked serene. I sat on a swing for a while, came home. Now I have lit some candles and am trying to encourage myself to study for an exam I have on Thursday. I can do it. Maybe this is what healing looks like. All deformed and unpredictable. And that’s okay.
I was asked what I am studying. So I’m working right now on a health sciences course called ‘healthology’ it’s awful and a women’s studies class called ‘women and health’ it’s amazing. I will finish university with an Honours Specialization in Families and Communities with a possible Minor in Women’s Studies.
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This is one thing I long for for my future. I want to hand wash my clothes, I actually miss it. It makes you take time for yourself and to appreciate the conveniences in life. But the conveniences seem to never be enough because we forget to slow down and make the most of the minutes we have in the day.
(Source: cireraespinet, via tankgrrrl)
I received mail from Argentina today. David, the earrings of the Guarani gods fire the masculine, and water the feminine are beautiful! The little masks in the sheep leather wow! Such a cool picture of the tincture too (wormwood, cinnamon, and orange peel)! Ahhhhh what a beautiful surprise! :} I miss you!
But srsly, I still hate weed culture.
Sorry folks, just laughing at a facebook status that turned into a troll-hub.